Since You are Asking...

I might tell you that this blog has nothing to do with what my husband is or isn't doing to "work things out"

So many people ask me what he's doing or how his walk with God is or what I am going to do to make him "prove" before...

And my answer ...absolutely nothing and it's none of my business...

I can hear the gasps now... well what if...and but, but, but...

IT DOESN'T MATTER ...

You know why it doesn't matter?

Because God is Aaron's Holy Spirit and Conscience.

PERIOD

and really why do we worry so much about what other people are doing anyways? I know he's my husband and I know he doesn't live with me and doesn't tell me what he is doing 99% of the time...

But I have learned something... People are people and they are either going to listen to God and do what's right or....wait for it.... they WON'T *GASP*

And me as a wife getting the heck out of the way and letting God work is actually much more productive than all the freaking out, name calling and yelling I did for the 3 months before February 13th...

I think this is what letting go really feels like... easier said then done believe you me... but once I finally did =)

So maybe all this good isn't Aaron changing at all and maybe things won't work out... who knows...

But I do know that ME being truly happy has left him wondering "what in the world" and "how long will this last" and I am sure he is just a tad curious too...

I have been accused of being Naive, "Acting" like the bigger person and bullying people into getting my way... and yes while all those are things I have done...

That's not why I blog. I blog because somewhere someone is going through the same crap I have and I read many things along the way that either confused me or helped me.

So all I am doing by this blog is sharing raw and unfiltered... my heart and it has nothing to do with being a bigger person... It has EVERYTHING to do with having a relationship with a BIG God...

If any of you out there are searching for something... I encourage you... contact me... I would be so willing to share how you can have the relationship =)

kranberrys@yahoo.com